A SIGH OF RELIEF

30.04.2010(today's date), If we add the numbers comes out to be 3+4+2+1=10, which is again 1+0=1....Is 1 my lucky number, if yes, I dint have the faintest idea all these 23yrs....and am not doing Numerology(wish I knew that....would have made some money selling these numbers to those fools who are firm believer of all these bulls**t)
But, something really fell in place today, something clicked today

For, today marked the striking out of all the CONFUSIONS AND DILEMMAS (refer earlier post), despair, depressions, shattering confidence, creeping doubts over one's ability, crushing ego, unanswered prayers, uncertain future, silent sobs and what not(ran out of more horrifying adjectives :P),my never ending wait seems to have ended at last. "TRING TRING" went my cell and upon hearing the words- "CONGRATULATIONS YOU ARE SELECTED", a sigh of relief was felt by the person who had forgotten the meaning of being relieved!! I know .......is not a dream start but now I have a step to place my foot on and now I can again feel the confidence fluid being injected in my veins.....which is providing me the courage and long forgotten belief in my abilities to climb one step after another and to reach the sky and fly on the wings of my dreams......YES.....I AM DREAMING AGAIN!!!

Just before donning the professional hat of the working man and tearing apart the tag of "unemployed", I would like to thank all those people without whose undaunting support I wouldnt have survived the vigorous storm(like every other actor thanks before accepting his/her award....the award in question is that of employment...more prestigious to me than the oscars):

THANK YOU TO:

------- Johny Bhaiya for literally being with me always...it was impossible for this lone soul to battle against the fury!!

------- Prithvi Da for forwarding innumerable mails and referring my CV to each and every contacts you have and not to forget the support and guidance you always provided!!

------- Baba for being patient for such a loooooooooooooooong time, I understand your condition and hope that I fulfill your wishes and bring smile to your face!!

------- Maa for everything..........

------- Choti Bahu & party, for praying for me, wont forget you....may god bless you :)

------- Sibu for giving me the motivational call when I needed the most!!

------- Mishti for again everything......(hope wont have to empty your purse to support your 'worthless' BF anymore)!!

------- Many of my relatives including Boro Mamu, Tumpi Di who tried their best......to get me a job!!

------- My delhi friends Mali for all your sincere efforts ;) Webby for standing beside your DA, Richi for being a cute sis!!

------- And Thank you soooooo much GOD...been angry with you, dejected with you, cried in front of you, pleaded before you...thanks for hearing me out and thanks for blessing me.........THANK YOU SOOOO SOOOO MUCH!!


Sorry if I havent mentioned anyone.....but seriously I thank you all.....

Here comes the rain.....washing all the tensions down......cooling off.....bringing respite from the unbearable heat......and I wanna get drenched to my bones with my eyes closed.....and rediscover the feeling of being relieved!!!!! SO am offffffff....................................